surveyy!!!~

1) What is the most important thing in your life?
-Family, FaridRazali, Friends...... & Money Money Money.


2) What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
-sigh..i don't have my own money obviously im a student.but the last thing i bought is Mc'd breakfast meal, egg and cheese burger with hash brown and orange juice wtf so0o fattening.


3) Where do you wish to get married?
- omg what kind of Q is this. i wanna get married on boat i mean an expensive boat..haha.. i wish..


4) How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
- i don't know. depends on how well the relationship goes.


5) Are you in love?
- ohh ohhh yes!! im so0o much in love right now to the super maximum of zebra and dolphin.wtf only this animal were on my mind now..


6) Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
-owhh i went to AYA just now with Him, Sushi restaurant. we ate 17 plate.bloated!


7) Name the latest book that you bought?
- its called a breakup because its broken...that was on 2006 i guess.


8) What is your full name?
- Fazrin Latiffah Latiff, please don't stalk me and call me Latiffah.

9) Do you prefer your mother or father?

-i want both!!~

10) Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
- i wanna meet me in another life wtf full of imagination..tee hee..


11) Christina or Britney?
- of course Christina.. i hate Britney.


12) Do you do your own laundry?
-i have to learn this since im staying here, in Dublin. thing i hate the most..sigh..


13) The most exciting place you want to go?
- Vegas and Rome!!~


14) Hugs or kisses?
- Both in one time..


15) Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.

1) she's crazy.
2) she's utterly crazy.
3) she's super crazy until dunno what.
4) she can do a big bubble with her mouth..wtf.
5) she err..dunno whats more.haha..


16)8 things I am passionate about:

*not in any particular order*

1)Money.
2)Shopping.
3)Fashion.
4)Music.
5)My loved ones
6)Travel.
7)Food T____________________T
8)1st night SEX!! hahahaha!!!!!~


17)8 things I say too often:

*not in any particular order*

1)sigh.......
2)wtf!!
3)omg!!
4)like seriously?!
5)what??
6)really??
7)sayang..i love you...
8)Dubai~


18)8 books I've read recently:

*not in any particular order*

1)Travel guide book..wtf
2)Gossip Girl Series by Cecily von Ziegesar
3)Bloodline by Sidney Sheldon
4)Are you afraid of the dark by Sidney Sheldon
5)Dictionary (to check the meaning of the words)
6)Sudoku (can consider as a reading book arhh??)
7)ACCA Annual student book.
8)Its called a breakup because its broken, can't remember by whom.


19)8 songs I could listen to over and over again:
*recently
1)Black & Gold - Sam Sparro
2)The way that i love you - Ashanti
3)Take a bow - Rihanna
4)I'm Doing Just Fine - Boys II Men
5)Love Songs - Sara Bareilles
6)Someone you used to know - Kokokaina
7)He's my only one - Mocca
8)Can i walk with you - India Arie


20)8 things I learned last year:


2007

1)Never trust people 100%, even its your mother or our loved ones.

2)My dad didn't pluck money from trees.

3)No matter who broke your heart or how long it takes, you'll never get through it without your friends.

4)Don't wait for the things that you, yourself not really sure about it.

5)Don't simply judge people from the outside.

6)I learned how to spend RM2000 in 30minutes.

7)I know all the streets in Dublin after like what, 1 year here..sigh..

8)I learned on how to depend on myself and not really rely on my parents or my friends.



-8 people to tag:-

1) Cik serabut
2) Maskedmaster
3)Anybody...To0o lazy to think.

wordle

wed, june 25

guys.......tomorrow is d D-day.no i mean is a Big Day. why it is BIG?
because.......my boyfriend come back from Ibiza tomorrow.yayyy!!! and know what, we didn't see each other for like a week and IDK why im like get all the nerves out of me and i can feel that im going to be shy and awkward at the same time and and and i can imagine that im like omg, i don't know how to react in front of him..omg omg omg!!help me..why do i have to feel like this?
he went to Spain only for a week, can't imagine if he away for a month, a year or something, i will lost like seriously, lost without him..haha..
and more surprise, i don't know what to wear? should i wear a pink skirt or blue skirt or jeans or a skirt with my new gladiator sandals or with boots or with that one or this one or more or and or and or and omg..give me a break..this is weird.no i mean seriously this is so0o utterly crazy!!never had such a feeling like this! aha aha...

well...just leave me with this thing i think i know how to handle it.or maybe i am really going to be crazy tomorrow or maybe im just not going to wear anything?hahahaha!!!
its really really so0o not me here!!haha...whatever..

ohh ohhh btw, im just back from tagrugby game and we won!! yeahh!!! team malaya rules!!!
and im try/score 4 which is equal to 12points..wohoo!!
guess i got the lucky side today!!hermmm..i must have done something right today, i think..hahaha...
im going to shower now so i will update later ok...


muaxxxx bitches!!!
taa~

hello darlings.

i keep updating about my anger lately and i think it sucks.well actually i'm not a type of person who can easily get mad or something,its just that this is the only way i can express my anger rather than throw it to people by dig their mistakes or whatever.so in this case i am a good girl!yeahh..haha..yah yah whatever..*beams with pride wtf so0o lame*
so what have i been doing lately? well i just running my errands until my boyfriend back from Ibiza, Spain which i supposed when he get back here, i will not have time even a minutes to post a new blog..sigh...
ohh ohhh and im still waiting for my mommy to decide when i can buy the ticket back to Malaysia. Mommy, make your decision quick, i wanna go back and going to Bali with him.tee hee hee.

Yesterday, went out for showpink at Grafton Street with errr...ALONE. ya lah alone. my friends all abandoned me with their own 'things'. One is working which an acceptable reason, one is in Frankfurt, one I don't know what happened to her because she didn't reply my msg for like a week, and another one hates shopping..sigh...

my day went fine.im sure you guys don't have any idea how Grafton Street looks like innit?
well..i did take a picture of the street but not really a great picture i guess. nevermind i'll take another picture if im going there again next time. fair enough?hehe..
ohh never forget to mention, all the shopping street here in Dublin are quite same actually. well, all shops in one street which a pedestrian walk in the middle of the building and its like 200 meter long street, i guess..haha..sigh..im not good in explanation i think.just watch the picture here ok!along the street you will see so0o many people wearing a weird costume by acting like a statue. but its cool!!

this is brown thomas. all the branded stuff like LV, PRADA,FENDI, CHANEL and GUCCI can be find here.
two afroman. don't have ideas what are they trying to do.



people act like a weird statue. cool!




i bought gladiator sandals, shades and leather handbags all at Topshop and lingeries at La Senza and whole bedsheets set for my boyfriend. omg! i thought buying a bedsheets for a guy is simple and easy. hell no. its so hard to decide which color, what design, plain or not.
im so0o confuse and i have spend in that shop for like a hour and yet still can't make up my mind on which and which to buy.haha..at last i just grab a black one with a simple design and praying that he will like it.duhh...
this is the gladiator sandals..cool innit?
leather handbags!!!
shades!!!!!~

so0o basically the shopping day was AWESOME that i am nearly burned my purse..tee hee hee.

cam whore picture before shopping session..haha..



I MISS HIM!!!!!!

gossip

well...here comes another problem..sigh.

thought i have already passed the down circle life wtf..i dunno how to say that.but u know what i mean aite.
this is the random problem which i cant get rid of, here in Dublin..guys, u cant imagine how your routine life will be monitored by freak people in every steps u go and everything you do.
omg give me a break!!
at 1st i didnt believe and didnt want to take this thing seriously when my friend told me that, but when im, me, my story involved as well, i was like......fuck shit!! y you guys so fussy want to know about me and so0o fucking bother what im doing with my life..go and watch your pussy and bother about your ugly face 1st before bitching about me.
what you think you really have a great life and you can bother about mine??no way asshole.
if really im a bad girl and like to shagging with anybody thats got nothing to do with you bitches!!
but that is if only i am like that..no im not..
im so0o sane and still can think wise and positively..

theres 1 guy who really know how to cheat a girl like me so0o easily.he said that his relationship with that girl already over and he totally get over that girl and that girl already found a new bf WTF...you are a cheater, lier SUPERB..!!!!
and because of you, theres 1 group here hate me and accuse me for stealing others bf..wtf..

lucky now i've already got bf and i dont care what other people want to say about me..as long as my bf accept me for who i am.

something like you

i have been so busy lately with my stuff and my boo.
but i really wanna show to the whole world how happy i am and i know i deserve to be happy like this after like 1 year of heartache.
well, i dunno how to describe how my feelings really are and just this song which i think really match with me...

...............................

So many times I thought I held it in my hands
but just like grains of sand
love slipped through my fingers
so many nights I asked the Lord above
Please make me lucky enough to find a love that lingers
Something keeps telling me that you could be my answered prayer
you must be heaven sent, I swear
cuz...

Something happens when you look at me I forget to speak
something happens when you kiss my mouth my knees get so weak
could it be true is this what God has meant for me?
cuz baby I can't believe...that something like you could happen to me

yeah yeah...something like you

Girl in your eyes I feel your fire burn
oh your secrets I will learn
even if it takes forever
with you by my side i can do anything
I don't care what tomorrow brings as long as we're together
my heart is telling me that you could be my meant to be
I know it more each time we touch
cuz...

Something happens when you look at me I forget to speak
something happens when you kiss my mouth my knees get so weak
could it be true is this what God has meant for me?
cuz baby I can't believe...that something like you could happen to me

2 gud 2 be true

omg omg omg....guys, i bet you exactly don't have any ideas what actually happened to me last 2 days..i am super hyper now to the super maximum hyper till dunno what..tee hee..

im so0o happy.cant believe after all had happened to me, all the heartache and all, there's something sweet behind it.and what, he said that he likes me!!he, mr. perfect guy!

omg!!still cant believe it..its 2 good 2 be true..and i am keen on keeping it that way.

sunny spell..yeahh!!

its saturday and sunny spell all over the place..im so0o excited and i wanna go out before d spell of sunny is gone.haha.. so i just grab my Ralph Lauren polos and my vintage Guess? jeans, with a sweet smell of dior addict perfume, out from my house..simple yet fashionable..yeahh...
cruising through an ocean of people on henry street, off to grafton street..get my all time fav- caramel cream frappucino at starbuck and straight heading to stephen green park..laying down enjoying the weather..owhh dear lord god, im so0o thankful 4 such a great weather today..
an hour past, then i went for window shopping.thats the only thing i can do since im so0o broke..tee hee hee..
went to Ted Baker, BT, Brown Thomas, Arnotts, Debenhams, Zara and Topshop..owhh my...why everything is so damn expensive?omg!give me a break!! is it just me or everyone saying that or really its just me because im broke!!haha..
then after like 2 hours for a breathtaking session which im succeed of holding myself from buying anything, which is NOTHING, i just realize that im hungry till my tummy making their own song with lindsay lohan is the lead singer..hahhaa...so i went to lemon jelly, having my favorite crepes yummy yummy...
then going home and now stuck in front of my laptop, posting this blog and when im read this blog again, i just realize that im crapping more and more.
sum1 please ask me to shaddaappp!!

my fav tasty treat


owhh...I haven't checked my weight for a very long time. The last time i checked, i was 50kg. It was heavy, fuck it. HAHAHA. and just now, i went to check. its 45kg..and i was like, OMG! i cant believe it. all my effort worth well..yayyY!!! and now im super hyper!!hahaha..

off 2 bed..taa...

new day new excitement

all went well.i have moved on 1 step ahead.yeahhh...
well..im not going to be happy like this if im not texting him that morning at the 1st place.
not just him making my day, but i got a good news which im already got a job from this 1 company, they offering me 30,000 euro per annum as a financial officer/controller..heh..i know its a lot!!!!!
but unfortunately, im not going to work there because :

1-it was a betting company which they doing a betting business which is against my religion.
2-and because of that, my parents not allowed me to work there.
3-and him as well.
4-its me myself doesnt want to work there because i know im gaining my money not from a good sources.

so, this Monday, im goin to REJECT the offer. so0o sad!!

owhh and....i went for a movie with my friend..at last.after like what, 1 month we are messaging through friendster.haha..well, we went for dinner first at yamamori, japanese restaurant. the food was super gr8 and the place was awesome.theres have candle on each table.romantic innit?haha..but we r not going out for dating or whatever..we were celebrating for:

1- he just finished his exam
2- me, at last not crying anymore..haha (consider that as a gud reason)

im having a salmon teriyaki and he's having a haddock tempura or something i cant remember. owh and a squid too.
nyumm nyummm...
then we watched harold and kumar. super hilarious!!!! i laughed my arse off..hahaha!!
we really had a great evening. well, at last im succeed dragging my butt off to cinema after like what, 4 month not going there.haha..


these was the same thing i had at different place.picture above at yamamori and below at wagamama.

im confused

"You've completely make me not bothered how you feel like now, this is what you made me do and you pushed me to my limit. im not patient? well, maybe yeah, it's because you never gave me a chance to be patient and all you see of me is nothing, just the past. im sick of crying and hurting myself. im learning yet trying to forgive and forget, and just laugh the past off my shoulder. but you? whatever." quote from alea amin..thanx babe..u r such my inspiration..tee hee..

now, to move on and wipe my tears.

well, since the last time i posting my blog, i was so0o emotional and was crying all night long 4 a silly reason which when i think about it back, i shouldn't cry at the first place. but its already past, and i have to move on no matter what.

who are you?why i'm crying for you?am i deserve this?
if you cant accept me or something, tell me. i wont bother u anymore.
i wont try 2 make anything sweet 4 u anymore which i think i can impress u.
ohh me ohhh my...silly me!!

who is she?why she was there watching u playing rugby?are u guys still together?
tell me??ohh lord, please open his mouth 2 tell me which is which are real..
and dear girl, dont blame me if i am texting him everyday, because for god sake i dunno and really damn fucking dunno if u guys still together.

yes..i admit that im hurt at that time..really hurt till dunno what.
i cant even concentrate on the game and almost ruining the game.
and even worse, i feels like i was dreaming.
yahh yahh..i remember she's was calling his name during the game like support him or something.boommmm!!! it hit me..i feel weak, i wanna faint at that time.serious!!!i cant even look at him.i feels like wanna cry.
and it was raining, no one will ever know if im crying..s0o yes..i did..i did cry..im crying like hell.
my head was somewhere else, not on a rugby ball, not on a tag, not even on a game.somewhere, looking 4 something that can get rid of it.and we lose the game.its like a drama or something..damn.

it was late when i reached home, 12 something..im all wet.its raining heavily outside.
i didn't go for shower.the bathroom is broken..hell!its like a sad drama or something.complete!pfftt.
so i said to myself, good, so ill catch a cold, flu and all when i wake up from bed tomorrow.i dont care.i have no mood to think of that.im so0o fucking sad.
im cry cry cry till dunno what time. i cant sleep.
im sending a msg to my fwen :

me: u..ape i nak buat?i tak boleh berhenti menangis.sangat sedih..(u, wut shud i do?cant stop crying..so0o sad)
my fwen: jangan lah menangis.i paham ape u rase.i akan rase same macam u kalau i jd u.jgn pk sgt k?pegi berehat..(please dont cry..i know how u feel.i would feel the same if i were u.go and get sum rest)
me: i xbley berhenti..(i cant stop!!!)
my fwen : kalau u terus macam ni lagi teruk..(if you carry on like this, it will getting worse)

then the night goes by..while im stil crying..
hope everything gonna be fine and dandy tomorrow.

5 jun 2008...12.34 am

ive been hurt enuf...
please...please dont make me like diz..
please stop diz feeling..

boring

its 4th day of June already and this is my first blog..wtf..Whatever.. i have clearly, seriously nothing to blog about nowadays.shucks.

1) 5 things found in my bag:

- My purse
- Sony mp4 player.
- Sony ericsson handphone.
- Sony psp.
- Make up pouch.

2) 5 things found in my wallet

- Money
- Garda card.
- Unuseable credit card(since my daddy block it)
- Coins.
- ACCA student card n my Luas smart card..yeahh..


3) 5 favourite things in your room:

- My duvet cover..ahakz.
- My make up set.
- My laptop.
- My wardrobe.
- My comfy bed.


4) 5 things you've always wanted to do:

- Going back to Malaysia once a month.
- Watching a sunset with HIM.
- Shopping without even bother about money.
- Go backpacking around the world with HIM.
- Eat and sleep non stop.
edit edit: going to dance claz..mommy, give me extra money pleashhh...i really wanna go 2 dance claz..

5) 5 things you currently into:

- Korean movies.
- Girlish novels.
- Rugby and football.
- Cute tops.
- HIM.


6. 5 people that you wish to tag:

- errr......i dunno..hell with it..haha..